12.20.09

i do believe in karma and i will do unto others as i believe it so in my heart. i am as blunt as it gets. ask around. i do hurt too but i have learned not to expect or wait. things will come as they do. things will happen as they were meant. things will happen for a reason and their attached meanings divulged always within good time. so i stand. i fear nothing, no one, no light, no darkness will hold me. with this given power, i will use it to help all that i can as i realize that i am limited to the rules and boundaries of others. always in time of crises i remember to bring my peacemaker.

12.12.09

so far everything has been going well. i have come to cope with the things i've done and the things i am currently trying to have a handle or grip on. my friends have always been there to comfort me and at time i consciously deny the people who care the most a voice in my life. i feel that i have taken many things for granted and that i need to find a solid foundation for the upcoming goals in my life.

i am grateful. i am blessed. or so i try to tell myself everydays.